Tuesday, December 15, 2009

yesterday's christmas planning was so cool! all the helpers and leaders in the cg were planning about what we are going to do next and the helpers can start all the funnie moves with the word AHHA and the snaps! lol... aren't we creative?? really love this cg to bits... their willingness and hunger for God really inspires me greatly... =)

and right at this moment im reflecting about my own doings since i start coming to church and getting saved by God... I really think that I have did things the wrong way... and it was just so wrong... trying to smoke through people (but of course not my leader) and misleading them with false information... and sharing too much with the wrong people... man i was just so stupid! and right now when i finally start to move back onto the correct track due to God's grace... all these problems start magnifying back at me... people thinking of me like this or like that... even though im unhappy with all these comments and opinions about me but what can i do? i only have myself to blame for doing such stupid things last time... God forgive me for what i did... with Your grace i will pick myself up after this fall and i will learn these mistakes by heart and continue to move on... and God i pray that You will continue to guide me and blessing me with Your wisdom so that i can grow stronger spiritually under Your guidance... =)

shall update soon! =)

Posted by mitangningmeng at 4:45 PM