Friday, December 18, 2009

yay!! the class outreaches have all started!! and its alwaes so happy to see the friends being open up with friendship and able to talk to us! man... the outreaches that have just passed were all quite fruitful!! Praise God for that!! ytd went to meet up with melvin to buy stuffs for christmas!! chocolates, cards... ( i bought paper to make my own xmas cards!! =D) and we went around to look for candycanes but... causeway point did not sell any even though there are 2 supermarkets and one convenience store!! we even went to visit the pasar malam to see if there were any but there is no candycane but maybe we saw walking canes!! T.T... but its okie! it was considered fruitful!! i shall go visit more supermarkets on saturday morn!! and we saw weijie working at long john silvers at cwp!! next time want offer can go find him!! haha!!

went for a jog as usual but this time rd it was so different... someone was playing at one of the street soccer courts by himself and his playing style is so familiar... and just by looking at him my blood like... starts to boil? but i just cannot remember who is he le... but he seems to remember me and ask me for a 1-1... and hes not tt bad either... managed to fight head on with me and was quite a tough fight and at one moment his special shot caught me at the side of my body and it hurts to the core!! and i remember that shot because its also one of my special shot!! and he also used some of ym playing style and tricks!! i was like playing against my old self and i really keep wondering who is he...

and my dream would have been a good one but yet right now its just a dream that continues to sadden me... the smile that you gave in the dream was so comforting and even in reality too... and it dawns on me that even though i was the one who said to give up for now, but im also the one who did not want to make this decision and maybe im also the only one who missed each other's company and i guess im no longer standing anywhere in you... even though i tried so hard not to think about it... right now i missed the times when we can chat so freely but right now i really wonder... and i alwaes mind about what you are doing... and i admit tt you are really someone who is just so important to me and i... did i do the right decision in saying tt? but i really dun want to give u those unwanted pressure so tt you can reach ur fullest potential and serve Him... but right now im so torn up inside... how i wish we can be like before again.. wonder if you will read this?? =(

will update my blog soon! cya soon! =)

Posted by mitangningmeng at 9:19 AM